at the moment, i feel like i'm robert frost in his poem 'the road not taken'. right now i'm standing at the meeting point of two separate trails in the woods, deciding which one to take. i know if i take one path it's almost impossible to go back and take the other. oh, can i feel the pressure thinking that i'm actually at the part of my life where i have to make a life-changing decision, a decision that will determine my future, my well-being. as i see it, one path is safe and easier to take and the other is more challenging even in the beginning of the journey. yes, i can see all the thorns and ditches and wild beasts i have to endure if i choose to take the second path. yet, if i ever make it out alive, the path will lead me to a more rewarding end. i will become a more mature person. i realise that everybody will eventually make this kind of decisions sooner or later in their lives and i have seen some people who make terrible decisions and i pray that i won't end up like that.

nevertheless, whatever path i choose i will stick to it and i hope that God will guide and help me the whole way.

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