soon, i'm going to lose this, just like my other websites. before this blog, i had a few other html projects, some of them are experiments, while some were intended to stay, just like the chess site. but all of them have one thing in common, they're always under construction.

why can't i finish these projects? well i can give many straightforward answers (which are true), like lost passwords, lost contents, some other big projects came up, no time, or exams are near. but should i look further into myself, maybe I'll find the true answer, maybe i have the habit of 'hangat-hangat taik ayam'.

this habit doesn't just pop up when i'm doing websites, it's been happening my whole life. for example, i stopped taekwando training at only yellow level I, played the trombone for only a year (yes, i used to play the trombone when i was a kid), stopped playing (and studying) chess a couple of years ago and can only do pop shuvit when skateboarding (yes, i used to sk8) because i quit last year.

is it just me? or does everybody have this habit of quickly losing interest? is it embedded in malays that even a saying has been created of it? or is it just laziness?

can i change? of course i can and i will, god willing.

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